Ugh. So much to let go of. If I write it down, I can forget it, but I don't have enough time. Lol

So lately. My dad has been pissing me off... Like... He got mad at me acuz my dog barks a lot and he said that she does that because of bad training. Dude, if you were locked up in a kennel all day, do you think you'd just sit there quietly? I sure as hell wouldn't! So he says what are you gonna do when your kids are eight and nine and they're throwing rocks through windows and getting picked up by the police? I told him it was different and he got mad and said it wasn't. Boyfriend noticed I didn't come back after the call so he went out to find me. After I told him what happened, he threw open the door and started marching to my house. I screamed and told him to come back. He did. Then he held my face in his hands and stared into my eyes. He's like baby, that is NEVER going to happen, ok? Our kids are going to be so well behaved he's going to hate us even more because he'll be jealous. I cried. And said I didn't want to have kids any more, and boyfriend just held me and told me it would be ok. <33333