She's walking down the hallway when she hears another laugh from behind her. It's like they don't give up. What are they laughing at anyways? She turns to see and falls right over as she runs into somebody. Her books splatter all over the floor and she hits the floor with a crack of her leg. A hand is extended and she looks into the eyes of the stranger she collided with. He's talking. He's smiling. Is he laughing? Nothing's coming in clear. All of the noise disappears like somebody soundproofed her mind. Jumping up, she runs as far away as she can. Her feet carry her to the girls' bathroom two floors up. She locks herself into a stall and wonders what happened. Why did he talk to her? What did he say? Why was everybody laughing?





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It's the first day of school. Her parents are smiling and patting her on the back. Something like congrats kid, you made it to high school in one piece. She understands them. They don't understand her. Packed up, shipped out, unpacked, and left alone in a crazy world that she knows she'll never understand. She gets to the bus stop and the three teenagers stare at her for a few minutes before talking or turning up their ipods. The little boy also waiting for the bus sits on the ground throwing rocks back and forth between his hands not saying anything or looking at anybody. She likes him. She boards and sits alone in a middle seat. People stare at her. She knows they're pointing and talking. She's new. Good for them to notice. Gets to school and it all falls out of control. Girls and guys she doesn't want to know come up to her and try to talk. She feels her face grow red. What are they saying? Is that even english? The teachers call on her and get mad when she doesn't answer. She can't read the blackboard, but she's sure there's a math equation on it. Assignments don't make sense. The people don't make sense. At lunch, she runs home and locks herself in her bedroom and cries. Why did her parents make her come here? There's nothing here. Nothing makes sense. Nobody here matters. All she wants is to remember.....



Just some drafty clips of a story in my head. I don't want to write it, but this is shit I can't forget, so I just typed it quick. Kinda run-onish but it works.

Ugh. So much to let go of. If I write it down, I can forget it, but I don't have enough time. Lol

So lately. My dad has been pissing me off... Like... He got mad at me acuz my dog barks a lot and he said that she does that because of bad training. Dude, if you were locked up in a kennel all day, do you think you'd just sit there quietly? I sure as hell wouldn't! So he says what are you gonna do when your kids are eight and nine and they're throwing rocks through windows and getting picked up by the police? I told him it was different and he got mad and said it wasn't. Boyfriend noticed I didn't come back after the call so he went out to find me. After I told him what happened, he threw open the door and started marching to my house. I screamed and told him to come back. He did. Then he held my face in his hands and stared into my eyes. He's like baby, that is NEVER going to happen, ok? Our kids are going to be so well behaved he's going to hate us even more because he'll be jealous. I cried. And said I didn't want to have kids any more, and boyfriend just held me and told me it would be ok. <33333

[7-1-08] 4 dogs leveled again
:'(((((((((((((((((( HE'S GONE. THE STUPID ARMY TOOK MY BABY. [6-30-08] 9 dogs leveled
Ug. babes is leaving early. like tomorrow. and isn't getting back until SEPTEMBER 5-10th... :( :( :( :( -sob-

[6-29-08] 4 dogs leveled -.-

[6-28-08] 8 dogs leveled

[6-27-08] 6 dogs leveled
Love Suicide was the last dog and I didn't transfer the accessories.

[6-26-08] Ugh. I'm starting to go through our retired dogs [kennel 65438] from highest level to lowest, to take away all the leashes and collars acuz I'm sick of spending so much money on them when I have enough for a lifetime! -.- Soyeah. Right now, I'm amazingly at Friends Are Forever- what's that? Like the fifth one down? xD I have double run tomorrow at the shelter. I'm trying to do my homework and I'm trying to get motivated to do art. -.- Not doing good at either at the moment.

[6-24-08] 11 dogs leveled

[6-17-08] 7 dogs leveled
What day is it today??! The 17th- my lucky number! I just threw 9 job applications back at their owners yesterday, ok? The soonest one said they'd call on WEDNESDAY. Today is Tuesday and I have TWO PLACES looking at me like I am the President of the USA!!! -spaz- Cept not as ugly and imo retarded. xD But Gliks wants me acuz I can work at two different stores- at least an hour apart. . . O_o' and the ANIMAL SHELTER wants me acuz I wanna be a vet and they're like omg vet? Come tomorrow. 2 time. Gliks says 10 time... across the state almost. But dad says I can make both. OMG SPAZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And Ebony Angel is more me. xD

[6-15-08] 5 dogs leveled

[6-14-08] 18 Job applications picked up. Hopefully gonna work at a local shelter. www.dreannaplaisted.livejournal.com for more info. Got to do homework and fill out the apps tonight, so no more art till tomorrow. Also, I'll have my own car by next week!!!!!!! -bounces-

[6-13-08] 5 dogs leveled
Happy Friday the 13th! xD I'm back, working on tags and homework, and burnt beyond all hell. -.- But I got to spend some time with Babes yesterday. <33 Today he is biking from my mom's town to ours. That's 30 minutes by car. xD Long time by bike. Lots of miles. But wewt. <33333

[6-12-08] I'm happy to inform you that I will be online tomorrow, making all the tags that are ordered. I'm going to dad's really late tonight, so wewt. Yesterday I took a 5.4 mile bike ride on some retarded trail. In the rain. And cold. With just Courtney. Why? TO TEST IT. To see where it ends up. SO I CAN DO IT TODAY IN THE BLISTERING HEAT. -.-

[6-9-08] Just coming in to explain. I'm on a library computer at my mom's. I'm enjoying my time here yes, but I don't have any access to the tools I need to finish making the tags. I won't be online again until I'm back at my father's, so please hold on. I will get them done. ^_^ And thanks again to Sammz for the angel tag. <3333333333333333333

[6-5-08] 12 dogs leveled
Started VITAL today. Caught up. Joce needs to pay, been messaged. I messaged love image, needs to pay. Dallas paid in advance for three. Just so I remember.

[6-4-08] 5 dogs leveled

[6-3-08] 7 dogs leveled
Started the big, new tag sale today. <3 And I'm making a gift for one of my closer friends, just because I never do. <3333333

[6-2-08] 8 dogs leveled

[6-1-08] 11 dogs leveled

[5-31-08] 17 dogs leveled today!
My baby is graduating today also!!!! <3333333333333333333

[5-30-08]
OMG. I GOT A NEW PHONE! lol, my puppy chewed up my dad's gf's phone, so my dad and i got a free one.. sounds weird but yeah. and it's some sort of sliding samsung and it's got a really good camera and omg i can buy ringtones [LOVE IT!] and i've never been able to do that before.. omg...and yeah. yesterday was the last day of school....O_o'

[5-28-08]
I got my driver's license!!!!! :D :D :D :D :D :D :P

[5-20-08]
LOL! xoxoxoxoxoxoxo i love you babes. you're so cute. we already talked about this so yeah. If you need pieces, they can be found in my inventory. Just go there and send them to your account. <333333

[5-19-08]
gr baby idk how to do the stupid tomb help me!!! lol love you baby! mwa xoxo

[5-14-08]
K, well I'm taking a break on dogs obviously, but now I'm going to start catching up on tags. Please be aware that I have LOTS of homework to get done, but I am working on tags again. For total updates, checkout my deviantart site. It's posted above. ^_^

[5-8-08] 11 dogs leved... nice.

[5-7-08] 10 dogs leveled

[5-6-08] 5 dogs leveled

[5-5-08 from babes] hey beautiful i hope you get to feeling better, one i dont like it when you dont feel good and two i dont like it when you are crabby with me...naturally. i love you either way though ttyl mwa
[5-5-08] 7 dogs leveled

[5-2-08] 3 dogs leveled

[5-1-08] 8 dogs leveled

[4-30-08] 7 dogs leveled

[4-29-08] 7 dogs leveled
last night was troy. troy was tall. he was nosy. he couldn't see farther than the tip of his piggish nose....

[4-28-08] 8 dogs leveled
Wewt. I getta see babes today... and .. idk. I have an exam. O_o' woo?
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I GOT A PROMISE RING THIS MORNING!! -super spaz- OMFG! WHOOOOO. I love you too babes. -hugs- xoxo lovelovelove.

[4-27-08] 6 dogs leveled
Note: I just had my first fight-free weekend with my mother. And I will begin working on the tags again tomorrow. You haven't a clue how tired I am right now. :(

[4-23-08] 6 dogs leveled

[4-22-08] 5 dogs leveled
Today is suckish. I saw babes a few times though. :( My dan knows so we need to be careful. Only 417 days left though!!!!!!!!! <3333333 love love love

[4-21-08] 7 dogs leveled

[4-20-08] 6 dogs leveled
There's a breeding today. And I'm sending Michael's two dogs in for a red ribbon and birthday hat boost. -love love love- What else? Oh..well I have 13 tags left to complete.. and hopefully [if my parents don't change their minds AGAIN!], I'll be sitting in a stadium seating theater at 1.30 FP time, ready to watch Nim's Island. ^_^ Soyeah. bye.

[4-19-08]
k. well i had issues getting on FP for a while, so I locked the account. There were some family problems and such. I didn't want to mess with it. I'm back working on the tags that I sold before I left and I have 4 people that I need to message when I reopen the sale. ^_^ So I don't forget, it's numbers 1907, 397385, 32916, 338409, 623100, 85996, 392882, 669257, 667264, and 39147. Before I left, I had started on doing premades. If there's any suggestions as to a breed or SOLID color, please message me and I will make it in my spare time. Dogs will start leveling tomorrow again acuz I confused myself earlier. xD

[4-1-08]charlie mae learned trick!! [LOL from babes. 9 dogs leveled today. ^_^]

[3-31-08] 9 dogs leveled
-sigh- I had one of those crabbybutt days where you want to bomb the world. And then it turned into some stupid depressionthing and now i'm all good and happy. xD talk about moodswings.. am i a teen????!!?1!?!?1?1!?

[3-30-08] 8 dogs leveled
OMG. I got my tummy button pierced yesterday! xD ^_^

[3-26-08] 7 dogs leveled
Oi. I locked up last night acuz I was busy with babes. ^_^ We watched Mr. Deeds. ^_^ And uhm.. idk. 444 days left! xD Hm.. what else... I need help with math. O_o' yeah.

[3-24-08] 12 dogs leveled
MY BABY IS COMING HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -spaz- YES HE IS YES YES AND OMG HE'S COMING HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOO

[3-23-08] 3 dogs leveled
No more unlimited sales. o_o'

[3-22-08] 2 dogs leveled
...

[3-21-08] 10 dogs leveled
OMG I LOVE YOU BABY! lol now since I'm mad at my retard fantasy boy, I can love you moar! -squish- xD

[3-20-08] 7 dogs leveled
-.- Benji. I. Hate. You. Screw. GC. I'm. Not. A. Fangirl. EVAR

[3-19-08] 6 dogs leveled
ok... he gets two bloody noses yesterday and I get one at six thirty AM?!!!!!!!! Wut

*[3-18-08] 4 dogs leveled
Hm. I'm tired.

*[3-17-08] 5 dogs leveled
We locked down again for the weekend. There are two new dogs in the kennel- they're babes' dogs. <333333333333

[3-13-08] 6/20 dogs leveled
We locked down on the 11th acuz i was screwing around too much, but everything went nice last night. <333 There are a few more dogs in the kennel including to Mannys that I am uberly excited about: fL19, mL16. Yeah, and my husband Michael co-owns this account now. <33333 Lol, he doesn't really know what's going on, but if you see some of my dogs learning tricks-- that's all him. xD alright. gotta go lol.

[3-11-08] 4 dogs leveled

*[3-10-08] 2 dogs leveled
Omg. Today is album day! -dances- Omg. Today is just one of those unexplainable happy as hell days. I can't express it in words. <33333333333333333

[3-9-08] 1 dog leveled. -.-
Happy Birthday Courtinay!

[3-8-08] 5 dogs leveled
My baby's at Drill for the NG. <33333 He called me twice before he left and once so far while he's there. I love you hon!

[3-7-08] 8 dogs leveled
:D. wewt doggies. bad bad bad time. It's the weekend. another weekend at dad's.

[3-6-08] 2 dogs leveled
-groggy- whoo. it's 6.32 am and today is cool acuz we have a halfday of high school and and and I have an eye appointment at 1.40. I'll be getting pink contacts by next week I hope. -love- and out of something like curiosity, I told my baby something really bad. I'm still not sure what made me do it... Like on an impulse. Either way, I am for sure that this is the guy I'm going to marry. <333333333333 I love you baby. Omg we ate lunch together and he's like "it's our little lunch date- I miss this" [we have separate lunches] and then on 3/8/08 [the past's future hah], he said we can go back to the original date, so we've been together 17 months today!!!!

[3-5-08] 5 dogs leveled
laaaaaaaaaa la laa

[3-4-08] 2 dogs leveled
-.- well i learned how to animate. that's the ONLY good part of today and yesterday.

[3-3-08] 5 dogs leveled
ugh. forgot to lock kennel during the weekend, so i missed a couple days. oh well..

*[3-2-08]
bananas!!!

[2-29-08] 5 dogs leveled
WEWT!! MOM'S!!!! and babes got suspended. -.-; what will i do with him?? lol badbadbad. 470 days!!

[2-28-08] 6 dogs leveled
omg. -drawl- the weekend isn't coming quick enough! ;_;

[2-27-08] 7 dogs leveled
oh baby baby oh baby baby

*[2-26-08] 7 dogs leveled
473 days left!!!!! <333333

[2-18-08] 8 dogs leveled
lol won't be on for showing. xD

[2-7-08] 5 leveled
Pattern?

[2-6-07] 5 leveled
-trots around proudly- New Tags Coming Soon! :D

[2-5-08] 5 leveled
omg you BUTTMUNCH!!!!! Leave me and my baby alone!!!!!

[2-4-08] 7 leveled
i dunno.

[2-3-08] 2 leveled
I love you. :D

[2-1-08] 3 leveled
Idk. Mom's.

*[1-31-08] 3 leveled
<3

[1-30-08] 4 leveled
zomg. Idk. i hurt. today's a snowday though!! <3333 [1-29-08]
Kah fixed the bug and I just got back online for the first time in days. Thanks for the 5 FPP! ^_^ -heart-

[1-23-08] 0 dogs leveled.
Heeeeey I'm sooo tired and it's like.. not even 9.30. babes needs to call me!! and and and why the heck isn't there an entry for yesterday?... whatever. I don't care. -yawn- AHHH. Uhm.. there's a bug. so no dogs are leveling... [1-21-08] 4 dogs leveled.
Wow. Idk what's happening to me. I think I've been alone too long. I feel sick and I'm starting to go back to the depressed-hate-myself state. -.- I've gotta talk to babes today!

[1-20-08] 2 dogs leveled.
Happy Chocolate Malt Day!! Omg. I downloaded the full version of Diner Dash [with ads] and I'm totally addicted!! O_O'

[1-19-08] 3 dogs leveled.
I bid on a lot of dogs.. dude, it's still the 18th here.. but it's the 19th on FP.. that confuses me.. oh well. I bought 2 manny terriers- 5 really, but the other 3 weren't decent enough to keep. Today the festivities start, and I'm pumped for them all. ^_^

[1-18-08] 4 dogs leveled.
I feel so sick right now. I don't even know why. I just wanna crawl under the covers and die. -.- I took a nap that I think made me feel worse and I took two excedrine that haven't kicked in yet. :(:( I just put on one of my babes' hoodies, to see if it would make me feel better, but idk.. i'm warmer :P. Yeah. -yawn- Bodies suck on days like today.

[1-17-08] 2 leveled
haha.. >:D I tortured the puppies with my camera yes! ^_^

[1-16-08] 6 leveled
bred today.. didn't come out as planned.. I've got to breed two more dogs tomorrow. I'm going to go read. I'm stuck in the Beka Cooper series by Tamora Pierce-- I'm in Terrier. Highly recommending this book, yessir I am. I'm also waiting for babes to call!!! -hint hint- lol <3

*[1-14-08] never came online, but I need the date on here.

[1-11-08] 1 leveled -.-
hey babes, I'm sorry we couldn't ENJOY some TIME together.. -.- i hate how everybody wants me at the same dang time! But even worse.. there's something I didn't tell you....

[1-10-08] 8 leveled
what is going on? I'm confused. love you and thanks.

[1-9-08] 3 leveled
love you.

*[1-8-08] 5 leveled
I'm gonna do it. I swear I am. I'm going to speak up. Oh wow. I did something else.. O_o' LOL

[1-5-08] 2 leveled
WEWT! CRYSTAL BALL TODAY!!! -spaz-

[1-4-08] 2 leveled
Bombed the test. Sick of hiccups

[1-3-08] 3 leveled
Big test today. :'( I'm supposed to take it with seniors and juniors [i'm a sophomore] and it will put me in college for my junior year I guess, which does scare me... a lot.. so wish me luck!

[1-2-08] 4 leveled
OMG! Happy New year! lolz. my first drawings of the year are super smexi <333 andandand I missed some days acuz i got grounded.. nothing really new happened. I'm going to crystal ball on saturday with babes!! <3333333333333333333333333 -mwas- Love You! And yeah..

[12-27-07] 4 leveled
Going to mom's.. wish me luck.

[12-26-07] 7 leveled
Missed a few days. I'm going to miss more soon acuz I'll be at mom's for 5 1/2 days lolz. Happy Holidays folks. I had some good times with two of my families! Riley's and Tia's. ^_^ -hugs- <3

[12-24-07] 6 leveled
Happy Birthday Grandma K. <3 I love you and I miss you sooo much.

[12-23-07] 7 leveled
2 days till Christmas!!! -dances- wewt wewt!!!!

[12-22-07] 10 leveled
xD OMG 6-14-07!!!!!

[12-21-07] 4 leveled
church.

[12-20-07] 4 leveled
-hugs tony- thanks for the plushies!!!

[12-19-07] 5 leveled
NEW ANNIVERSARY!!!!!!!!!!!! -total spaz-

[12-18-07] 2 leveled
-dark mutterings- even month even day my butt.

[12-17-07] 5 leveled
-yawn- Why am I even awake at 6.30???

[12-16-07] 2 leveled
sore :'(

[12-15-07] none
Happy Birthday Justin! <333

[12-14-07] 1 leveled
Zomg. I'm going to mom's tonight? Butbutbut OMG school today-- my babes will be there! <3333

[12-13-07] 2 leveled
Horse Tags are coming soon.

[12-11-07] 2 leveled
I got rid of lots of dogs yesterday-- There are seven left in the kennel. Yeah. I miss my babes so much. ;_____; His phone is disconnected!

[12-8-07] 5 leveled
Updated my DA a little bit and got some more christmas presents done.. I've still got a lot to do. I miss my baby. :( And I'll be getting some horse tags out there [my first ever], so watch for those! ^_^

[12-6-07] 2 leveled
hi.

[12-4-07] 6 leveled
I got some extra cash today from selling tags. Made some new posts.. Got a really really cute vestthing from susan for my birthday [and some inking pens for christmas]. <33 Thanks hon! I love you! And I got busted sleeping in science-- more like headbanging lolz. :P That's it for now. ^_^

[12-3-07] 3 leveled
Hah. Missed a lot. [Locked Kennel of course] I went to mom's house and called him from there.. and then met him secretly [shhh]. And now things are really confusing. I'll like to take a moment to say R.I.P. Salsa [my REAL mom's dog], because she died a week ago sunday and I just found out on saturday.. That didn't go well. If you'd like to know more about this, please go to the link on the right side that will take you to my DA account-- read the journal. :D I love you Salsa! -hugs-

[11-25-07] 5 leveled
I went to mom's house last night acuz I must be retarded or something.. But I'm really excited for my party. ^_^ -hugs mom-

[11-24-07] 11 leveled
wow. Just wow. I wanna go to the ground floor tonight!! -whines-

[11-21-07] 9 leveled
-dances- Mom, I LOVE YOU! And Jason too. <3333

[11-20-07] 4 leveled
Hi.

[11-19-07] 7 leveled
WEWT! I'm going to Crystal Ball with Jason, who just came over a half hour ago! And yeah. ^_^ -dances- Now I'll get to FP stuff. :P

[11-14-07] 14 leveled
Uhm... Good morning! It's almost Thursday [when I go to mom's], so wewt wewt! I gotta go to school though.. so.. bye! Oh, and I have 32 dogs in the kennel RIGHT NOW, but I'm going to retire some more so I can have extra time/more room/better dogs. ^_^ We're doing pretty good, eh? Almost leveled for a half. :P Kbye.

[11-13-07] 10 leveled
-dances- There's this guy... his name is Cameron zomg. Imma 'meet' him tomorrow and see what he's like. ^_^ Haha.. moving on. :P

[11-12-07] 15 leveled
n_n' I lied. Now I'm back. I retired lotsa dogs last night in my second kennel. <3 They weren't going to make it up to my standards, so I just let them go lie down for an extra eternity of peace? Yeah w/es. Uhhhmm... I've changed my mind about the basketball deal and my guys [in RL] are driving me nuts. I already have a problem with girls-- I am one, so this isn't like offensive... But, I have a harder time becoming good friends with/ actually trusting girls than I do guys.. and right now all my guy friends are like 'duh' so idk what's going on! :'( Sob story- not your problem lolz. I got a puppy last ...last weekend at mom's!!!! She appears to be a muscular winter-breed, but my mom is RETARDED and since she has NO CLUE what the breed is, she assumes it's a mutt. We have yet to see. She was 3 1/2 weeks when we got her, she trills in the middle of the night [yeay to sleepless weekends], and she's potty trained at 99.8%-- you just have to be there to let her out and it appears as though mom's hubbin wasn't because he's dumb like that.. -cough- So yes. ^_^ Happy days. Neika-- my lovely pupper. She's tan with a black stripe down her back, a white paw, a white diamond on her forehead, and dark dark brown eyes. ^_^ flopped ears zomg i could go on forever, so bye! -hugs-

[10-30-07] 17 leveled.

[10-25-07]
She's baaaaaaaaaaaack! Yes, yes, here I am. -bows- I had a LOVELY time being held hostage... not. I hate my parents. They have money and they are doing something with it that is not supposed to be done. When I figure that out, I will complain properly, but for now... I lack school clothes, a birthday present, and a physical [so now i can't join basketball]. thanks parents. i hate you more. -_- anyways! on to bright things! I'm writing a new story-- starring me and all my RL friends.. and I think i might throw in one or two of my FP friends, with their permission of course [we have different names, so nobody knows who we are in the story anyways :D]. I missed the homecoming dance last time, because i told my dad that i didn't like him. now TOMORROW there is a halloween dance and i'm going. i've been a good girl for four weeks and 2 days ok, so i'm going. nobody's stopping me this time!! muhahahaha -struts- i got myself a mouse for my birthday and named it kisses. i have no idea whether it's a boy or a girl [it's a baby], so i decided it's a girl. :P i got to see loveboy today too!! ^_^ xoxoxo and i'm working on a budget/saving plan with new and improved saving devices-- they are me proof, so i can't just steal my own money for stupid things. yeah. and i'll be officially getting back on FP in a few days- i need to catch up on deviantart stuff and also examine this account to pick up with where i left off. Feel free to message me. <3

[10-10-07]
Okies, if you haven't noticed, I haven't been online. I'm grounded indefinitely -again- because I hate my dad. wewt. uhm, idk when I'll be online, but if I owe you money, I'll get to your message(s) asap. If it's for a personal message or something else, I'm sorry, but I will be delayed in answering as I am sneaking on at school with a limited time period. Thanks.

[9-27-06] 10 leveled.
Wewt to blaze orange day. I'm not getting along with my dad already and it's 6.57 am.... omg when will i turn 18???!!! -whines- Whatever. Okies, school was awesome today -hugs loveboy-. I've put up a custom tag sale and another collab offer called Puppy Love. I've already got a message to alert somebody when that collab starts out. ^_^ Congrats to me, because nobody's ever messaged me for that before hahahaha. <333 29 hours till the dance and I'll be going to pep band and the bonfire after tonight... also, I getta borrow Becca's cell phone again! -dances- #39128 don't forget!!

[9-26-06] 14 leveled.
Happy birthday to my gay emo boy! -hugs- Wewt!! And I'm listening to I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing by Aerosmith thanks to Blades Of Glory. I hate comedies, but I have to say that the layout of the movie was pretty good. I liked watching the skating scenes and things lolz. Today is CAMO DAY!! -dances- [yesterday was jersey day] And I'm all decked out in dad's hunting clothes lolz. -strut- 10 days till the one year!!! and 4...plus 15.. 19 days till my birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -total spaz- Sweet sixteen, ohyes -bow bow strut bow- lolz. -runs away-

[9-25-07] 6 leveled.
Okies, I locked up yesterday for two reasons, one being that my mouse sucks much butt and refuses to work nicely [which frusterates me to the screaming and raging point] and two is that I was too lazy/disgusted with the mouse to even TRY to work with all my dogs. But today for some odd reason, my mouse is behaving like an angel [wow.. this is typed down too!! xD]. So I plan on doing the things I said I would be doing a few nights ago- selling the retirees, training the 12ers, collaring and leashing, and perhaps updating the kennel page a tad bit since I never did that. :P Let's see what happens! ^_^

[9-23-07] 9 dogs leveled today [includes multiple levelings].
I missed showing and things yesterday, because I unexpectedly stayed the night at JoJo's house. ^_^ I had fun too-- we played DDR [I suck] and chatted a lot. They have a new pupper named Gracie and she's sooo cute!! ^_^ And nobody's bought any of the dogs for sale lately. -_- Oh wellz, I'll just keep them till they're gone or retired.

[9-21-07] 9 dogs leveled today [includes multiple levelings].
Okayyy.. I didn't do any of that. I have homework to do... and here I am doing FP again this morning haha. I dunno if I'll be able to get on tonight so yeah.

[9-20-07] 11 dogs leveled today [includes multiple levelings].
Zomg 16 days until it's been 1 year for me and loveboy!!!!!!!!!! -spaz- My first year with a guy. <333333 I love you bunches!! And the new puppy only leveled once today.. He's 13 days old, so that really amazes me, but my 14 day old is level 6, so that will kindof make up for it. I have to get these dogs sold, so please bid if you meet my requirements! I have a post about it even. o____o Wewt! 25 days till my sweet 16.. and I'm staying at Dad's this weekend and next, mom's the next two, dad's one, mom's -- VACATION!!! WEEEEE!! Anyways. Back to FP. I'm going to try to get collars and leashes all the dogs not for sale tonight, sell the old dogs to the retiring kennel, and if I have enough time, enter my ONE trick dog in some talent shows haha... Wish me luck.

[9-19-07] 11 dogs leveled today [includes multiple levelings].
It's almost time for school.. busy day today...

[9-18-07] 7 dogs leveled today [includes multiple levelings].
Zomg.. there was a tornado warning just now.. before 7.30.. it's like 8.22 right now... nothing big happened. Hoping my love is ok. <3333 And I noticed that he rode the bus today.. He probably won't read this, but thanks babe. Whatever your reasons were, thanks. <33 Love you. And zomg wow. I just leveled the dogs.. Silence Before The Storm was the first dog to level!! hahahahaha xP

[9-17-07] 18 dogs leveled today [includes multiple levelings].
Wewt, almost twenty dogs today!! ^_^

[9-16-07] 12 dogs leveled today [includes multiple levelings].
Wow, I came on today with zillions of messages! I'm getting two new puppies added to the kennel [with very awesome lines] and I just bought a male pup that was reserved for me. He's #1288263. <33 Now I'm getting to the dogs.. :P

[9-13-07] 9 dogs leveled today [includes multiple levelings].
I've got some friendly revenge I gotta take care of today. >:) Mr. Munch.... So yeah.. and I'll be locking the account friday, probably in the morning. I'll be back online sometime Sunday night or Monday morning, so I'll see you guys then! :D

[9-12-07] 12 dogs leveled today [includes multiple levelings].
O_O -hugs all her close friends- wow. You guys just saved me from something I didn't think was dangerous. I can't thank you guys enough, I swear. Even if I have the extra work to do, I'm going to be ok. Thanks-- you saved my life... Again! xD -hugs again- So! FP... yeah.. wellz.. I need to level the dogs.. And the tombthing brought doom! [unhappiness] to my poor Dreaming Of Tomorrow lolz..

[9-11-07] 17 dogs leveled today [includes multiple levelings].
Wow. How many years has it been?

[9-10-07] 9 dogs leveled today [includes multiple levelings].
Breed Just A Thought x Stuck In Rewind. No other breedings for a few days. I miss having 3-5 litters a day in the kennel lolz. I did get some males into the kennel-- posted on the boards and once again helpful FP community goers came through! xD I have today and tomorrow as very important/busy days. I've still got homework to do, so I can't work on art trades or the layout. I'm only updating this bit so everybody knows, and of course I'm working the dogs. ^_^ I want to get the 'breaking the rules' tag up, but idk how fast that will be-- I posted for prices days ago and I still haven't even got one dog fully shaded yet lolz. Well, Imma get to work on my homework/family guy show [every monday :D]. Wish me luck for the school's dance tryouts tomorrow. I think I've got it down.. Yeah, see you!!! -hugs-

[9-9-07] 7 dogs leveled today [includes multiple levelings].
Okay, well I won't say anything about that. However, I am working in updating this kennel page, so please be patient with me if you need the information. It should be done in a few hours, but I'm not sure. And still no breedings for a while.. Wow I searched the boards for free tag lines and I found 10 beautiful ones!! :D So Angel's getting some new tags for the new layout. I'm too lazy to shade, but I've already got one colored. :D <3 Thank you to all the tag-makers! And I need to get my butt going on giving collars/leashes to the dogs. I need to slap myself-- since they go by different levels, I was neglecting putting them on due to laziness at the thought of changing them! xD Art trades are going nice.. Most of the kennel is updated right now, so I'm content for today. <3

[9-8-07] 12 dogs leveled today [includes multiple levelings]. That's pathetic, I have 43 show dogs. D:<

[9-7-07] 15 dogs leveled today [includes multiple levelings]. o__________o

[9-6-07] 18 dogs leveled today [includes multiple levelings]. Wow. That's terrible... x_x

[9-5-07] 27 dogs leveled today [includes multiple levelings]. Not the best day, but really good. :D

[9-4-07] 33 dogs leveled today [includes multiple levelings]. Wewt! Beat yesterday!!

[9-3-07] 29 dogs leveled today [includes multiple levelings]. Hmm.. Not bad! ^_^

Not a woman. -.- What's a woman? As far as I've seen, a bitch or a slut. A better term for an adult female would be mom or lady. xD "women get period. women bitch." "a mom loves her children. a mom struggles to raise helpless individuals" "a lady smiled at me"

Of course, there is that mean lady on the phone. In my case "You have 8 seconds left, please end your message quickly" and then she hangs up my phone on all my friends. xD BUT! -.- She's nothing compared to the WOMAN on Babes' phone. -.- BITCH. "your message length has expired. Press one to save it to their voicemail" one? "Bye! -click-" OMG! meanwoman!!! lol

Anways. I sent out 9 of my 18 applications. Gliks was where I really wanted to work, along with the animal shelter. Animal shelter called me today. "hey. interview. two tomorrow. wanna be a vet? awesome. see you." me: "-gasp- OMG really! omg ok! yea vet! OMG this is awesome! bye!" lol then I called gliks to say I could work at one or both of their stores and he was like. "really? sweet. who be you be again? last name? K. tomorrow. before ten. virginia. bye" me: "i can work in virginia too, i forgot to mention! DreAnna. Plaisted. OMG. K. I'll ask. ^_^ K. bye"

And dad called the Ground Round and Paula [manager/friend] will be calling me later this summer if she needs a hostess, because I can't waitress with alcohols. and and and he called the tanning hut and she said she'll hire me this summer too! So I already have 4 great opportunities! I saw the desk at the hut and it looked like a little employee nest- i envisioned myself sitting in it and then meangirlleatherface was like we're not hiring bye. -.- fine bitch. My daddy knows your god. -stalks off- soyeah. I'm just kinda excited.

Today is the seventeenth. Lucky lucky lucky lucky number!!

And susan loves me. She's going to scream with me. ^_^ -dances-





AND... idk. Sales are going quite well on FP. I've got my elite set up until 6-27-09 now, so we're all good. And I have enough FPP to elite it till 10, but maybe I should save that. I'm earning them really fast. ^_^ I have 15 extra too!!! -dances- And 16 mil- the most ever. My goal was uhm.... what.. 36! acuz then every sunday the bank will give me one million for interest! ^_^ Soyeah. I'm gonna put my goals on FP. ^_^

Success! Well, kinda. About as successful as it can get! Lol. I found 21 applications and only 3 of them were retarded [didn't have the company name, so idk lol]. There are some AWESOME places I want to work at, such as: Gliks, Caribou Coffee [online], Vanity, Claire's, two awesome restaurants and a local animal shelter.

Let me tell you, that animal shelter was DISGUSTING. It was worse than I could have EVER freakin imagined. I want to work there SO BAD now, just to help out. I took a run-through, to see all of the animals. They have 2 dogs per kennel, and urine is leaking out, mushing up the food on the floor, and they are let out into a pen for a minute to go to the bathroom and there are TWO GREEN PUDDLES out there. Like... NASTY NOT NORMAL green. :'( And there were 3 cats in quarantine. So cute. They had an upper respiratory infection. Poor things. I pet them anyways and uhm.. disinfected my hands. And then the other cats.. there were 5-6 in each pen [kennel-like] but they had lots of beds and places to climb, so they were a little better. Some cats were up front in tiny cages- one to two per crate. I was pissed. But they were curled up sleeping like the little angels they are. It stunk SO BAD. I'm going to fix that if I work there...

The majority of the animals actually cried for my attention of course. -.- I didn't like that. And then I got to walk this Hugo puppy. He was ADORABLE. And there was, I think a black german shepherd, with one ear up and one down and he was the cutest thing. I loved him. 2 pit bulls. A climbing dog [gonna take him out a lot]. Actually, a lot of shepherd looking ones. Something that looked so awkward- like a mini rottie. There were tons of others too.

And this kid. He wasn't attractive. At all. But he was the only thing there that was close to my age, so I took to him pretty fast in that 7 minutes I was there in heaven. He told me I could walk Hugo and brought him out and then he told me that I was allowed in the kennels [but I didn't have enough time], and he also got really excited when I told him I was applying. Apparently the older dude that works there and looked half crazy... he lives next door to me.. so I might have a good chance.

I love animals. So much. And a veterinary clinic told me that I could become an intern if I talk to Doctor Hall?... Omg. But the shelter is 10 minutes away, so that cuts back gas prices. It's minimum wage [what can I really expect?], AND it's got my favorite thing in the whole world--- unrestricted love. I couldn't turn that down.

Dad disapproves. He's very disappointed in the way the shelter is cared for, he thinks that older dude and the kid were creeps, and he doesn't want me to get attached to the animals. A we can't bring them home and B there will be euthanizations. -.- Not if I can help it. I will clean that kennel so well that people will WANT to come. And I'll help the animals so that people will be wanting more than one to take home. <3333333333333333333333333333

Wish me luck!!!

No it's not! How many of us teenagers have to deal with our asshole parents saying that?! Ok, well now I have some ADULTS who are saying stuff about them. :D -love love love-

Skillet sings [The Last Night]:

Male voice: "Your parents say everything is your fault
But they don't know you like I know you
They don't know you at all"

Female voice: "I'm so sick of when they say
It's just a phase you'll be ok
You're fine"

Male voice: "But I know it's all lies!
This is the last night you'll spend alone
Look me in the eyes so I know you know...."

Listen to it- it's awesome. <3333333333333



AH HA! AND! That's one of my favorite songs now, but get this:

From an interview between TBB [magazine?] and Laurie Halse Anderson, the author of Speak:

TBB: "Melinda seems to have a practically nonexistent relationship with her parents. They both work a lot and don't pay much attention to her or each other. Yet, you would think at least one of them would wonder about the scars on her bitten lips, her silence, her sudden downslide of grades, and severe lack of friends. Do you think parents sometimes ignore what seems to be painfully obvious signs of problems?"

LHA: "I think all parents of teenagers should strike the word "phase" from their vocabulary. You know, "It's just a phase," "She's going through a phase, that's how teenagers are." That's crap. When parents say things like that, I think it means they don't understand what is going on in their kid's life, and they are too ignorant or scared to find out. I am floored by the behavior that parents will ignore. Why give birth to someone and spend 15 years of your life raising them just to abandon them when they need you the most? This really pisses me off. Obviously."

-.- Yum. Idk what is going on, acuz babes isn't calling me, but whatever. Don't care. I'm having fun here. I'm doing good with my homework... kinda... DO NOT LOOK AHEAD. it's scary. Stay with the present or you will CRY AND FALL INTO HEARTPAINS.

I made Courtney clean her room. xD And now she has TWO beds. ^_^ Just like me. Lol. Uhm... KH2 is funshit man. And.... idk.. i can't think now.

I forgot my charger at dad's and only just got it this morning, so if i missed your call or whatever, call again. I'm too lazy to call you all back. :(

And and and I actually went for a walk with my mommy today. xD She needed it. but she didn't need the six cigarettes she smoked along the way. :((((((

<33333333333333 Imma leave now. To where? idunno. but maybe someplace.


Henry has not been spotted.

RAWRRRR -drool-




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LISTEN TO SKILLET.


C.O.M.A.T.O.S.E


L.O.O.K.I.N.G F.O.R A.N.G.E.L.S


Y.O.U.R.S T.O H.O.L.D


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NOW

I got my driver's license yesterday!

OMG. today. was totally awesome. xD

Babes had to work from 8 to 10 this morning. but ugh. idk that part was iffy.

during second hour, i skipped up to mr. dimich's office to talk about online summer school [i get better grades than you, so don't even think I'm retared lol]. I picked 9 classes last night, and apparently only ONE of them is available this summer. :'( But I can take 3 next year! ^_^ During the year heh heh. And so I texted my dan to say 'i can only take one summer class' and he's like 'call me' so i was like wtf? And I asked to leave my second hour AGAIN to go to the bathroom lolz. He's like 'you need to skip school six times' and right away i was like SHTIZ! he knows about me and babes! -spaz choke- AND THEN! he's like well for behind the wheel!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AGGAHAHAHAHWEOIHSNGSDOYHSNG! DRIVING!

I haven't driven in forever ok, acuz he's retarded and doesn't have car insurance [turn him in]. soyeah. And I'm a month and one day over 16 1/2 lololololol, so i've been waiting SO LONG to drive. And it's been over six months duh, so after the 6... uhm... bhw classes, I can go in for my test right away!! HAHA!

So my appointment is Tuesday, the 20th at 8:30AMs till 10:00AMs. ^_^ -dance dance-

AND THEN! In... science.. we took this longass test. like ... a zillion and 3 questions gr. and i finished it two seconds after the bell rang xD [go me!] and i PASSED IT. I know that i did. WITHATLEASTA B!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -dance dance- SO! My science grade is gonna be like... ZIP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^_^ ^_^ -proud-

And then i took a maths test that was okies. ^_^ so yeah.. not important.

Baby bought me a pop. and i'm gonna get my license before him {HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA SUCK IT UP LOVE} yeah. he's 19 soon. ha. hahaha. anyways.... ha... uhm...oh!

ThE eNd of the year dance is tonight and katielove is giving me a ride. I guess we're wearing skirts for once. >:D OMG. babes is so screwed lol. ahhahah! teaser. anyways... yeah Today was just overall funstuff.. adn it's raining, but it's SO COOL acuz it's sunny out! really sunny. like.. tanny sunny bunny funny... idk.. and yeah. idk. -love love love-

I GETTA DRIVE. yeah. suck it. suck it all up. ohyes. hellayes. then guesswhat?
a junker.
yeah.
a CAR.
my car.
my PARTY car.
that is the sex.
the sexiest sex of all sexes acuz it's MINE.
and i'll get a JOB with the sex car.
and then I'll get STUFF for my sex car.
like.. a stereo worth more than the sex car. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA oHyeA
and then i'll shop.
and have lotsa underwears.
and unholey socks.
and and and and and TOO MANY BRAS TO CHOOSE FROM!!!!!!!! -dances-



WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
[she doesn't have enough bras]


WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! carsbrascarsmoneycarsjobscars.......


gas prices. :'( -le sob-

Wewt? -.- No.

I somehow managed to make myself cry in the shower this morning. xD The back of my hands and the top of my head are burnt. Imagine washing your hair under a hot faucet?... yeah. xD But it's worth it. I wuff my hairs. lolololol whatever.... Well, my friend brought some.. blue jello goop called aloe vera? stuff.. yeah, well I shoved that all over. [reluctantly], and yum. I felt better. xD

Does white protein stuff come out of your eyes? It's happened to me before, but it was really bad this morning. I had to rip it out of my eye/eyelashes to even open my right eye this morning. ew. icky.

ANYWAYS.. I thought I should be good. and show you some TRADITIONAL ARTS. ^_^ -yum- All you gotta do is clicky the thumbnail and then you're good. Lol.





K. reasoning. that I took AGES. ... drawing that dumb tree. xD It was for a nineteen month anniversary for Danny [me, girl] and Milo [he, man]. HAHAHAHA j/k. [he, holding me.] YES. and the tree. to the left of it. an inch from milo's little fluffbutt, its a yingyang demented, right right? MY sign. My signature. My symbol. You steal that or the picture and I'll have the National Guard on your stickybutt. funfun hey? xD

Anyways. yeah. I'm working on Tags. For furry-paws. I think I mentioned that before.. [oh and mine will be like a signature here] Yes, well here's what's going on?.. :

Mifee- paid, finished
Dallas- paid, finished
Joshan- paid, finished
hmbutterfly- paid, finished
DMG- paid, finished
Rae- paid, not started
Rae- paid, not started
Dien- paid, not started


Prices for the next batch:

Customs are going to be 2.5 Mill/5 FPP
Premades are going to be 1.5 Mill/3 FPP
AND! Just so that everybody doesn't have to wait forever, beware that I am ONLY -mark that- taking 2 custom slots at a time, not reserves! -.-

[[[I have a few people that are already interested, and I will be sure to message them BEFORE I finish Dien's custom. ^_^ <3]]]

And btw, this isn't private, because there's nothing really personal that happened today. Oops. well my dad made me lie for him.. and he grounds me for lying [he's a bad example! :O]. Hope she doesn't read this! >:D Lolololol -trots off-

Lol, well I decided to make this post so that the public can see something too. xD I'll try to keep it short, ok?

First of all, my name is DreAnna Plaisted as you probably know. Welcome to my journal. Idk how you got here, but welcome? xD My main journal will be about my life and the everyday ongoings, because it is both easier to keep, and safer than a diary in my house. However, I will keep you updated on my art status, my homework, and anything else you might want to know.

My favorite websites are as follows.
Myspace.com
Furry-paws.com [virtual dog game]
Deviantart.com
Gaiaonline.com
and recently Livejournal.com ^_^

[If you'd like to know where to find me on any site, please send me a message]

Currently, I am not accepting tag commissions [furry paws], but I will keep you in mind or message you when I am, if you are interested. Some of my art can be found at deviantart.com, but I'll post a few things below.

So..yeah. I think that's about it. If you want to know more about me, and what happens in my life, add me. ^_^ And heads up, I might ask you a random question. Like.. who you are or how you found me, acuz there are certain people [my rents], that I absolutely refuse to add. -.- So yesh, I might test you. xD

<-- A tag I made for myself for FP.